So. I am reborn.
But no, my name is NOT reborn.
That's obviously the name of a certain- whoops. I nearly spoil it out.
Anyway, I'm reborn into a... tiger cub. I guess. Well at least I can see that my parents are both Hakukos - white tiger-men - and they're a strong bunch of monsters. Though, I never once seen a civilized version of them. I've only heard tales of them making villages and living the nomad lives so... this is my first time seeing and also experiencing a nomad, Hakuko, lifestyle.
It's interesting - seeing how my tiger-dad was to happy to see me started to walk, and taught me how to fight, while my mom be like "DADDY SHE'S ONLY 1 MONTH OLD!" I mean yeah seriously I just LEARNED how to walk and you wanted me to kick the moon out from the river already. Sigh.
But yeah. Not entirely... monstrous, I guess.
I felt the warmth and love coming from my tiger-parents, and I wanted to do them proud.
After all, being reincarnated as a Hakuko means you gotta live the Hakuko style right?
Including hunting animals (small monsters) for food and occasionally humans for food, too.
So yeah.
Every day, I practiced the Hakuko fighting style. Every day, I hunted in the Hakuko style. But no, that's obviously not enough. I have experiences! I know a better way to deal with this. So I started to win the favors of everyone and managed to gain an army.
If they don't... eh, I'll have my ways. HEH.
So I taught them how to fight and blahblahblah weaknesses of humans and monsters and shits... viola! A huge mercenary army, ready for me to command over them! Those that defy me? HEH. OFF YOU GO~
Then, after like 10 years I kind of conquered the mountain and became the king of the mountain. Eh, once a hero forever a hero. Now, I'm the hero to the Hakukos. I'm goddamned successful! Of course, I'm not as great as Miarah Charrin but as a Hakuko? Eh! I'm like the king of the monster, or something! Pinnacle of the strongest! I could say I understand the monster's side of the story already... right?
That should earn me the pass of not-reincarnating again, right?
= = = = = =
"YOU IDIOT!!!"
Ah. I'm being scolded. I'm dead from the fight against the legendary enemy of the Hakuko - The Silver Oni - and once again I'm here in this blank room.
"THIS IS NOT HOW YOU TREAT THE MONSTERS!!! YOU DO NOT JUST BEAT UP EVERYONE AND/OR EAT THEM ALL IF THEY WERE TO DEFY YOU!"
But I made my parents proud! They were so happy during the coronation ceremon-
"IDIOT! THAT'S NOT HOW IT SHOULD- UUUUUUUUUURGHHH!!!"
"Calm down Synchia..."
"YOU. YOU TAKE CARE OF THIS!"
Ah. Again she poofed away. I have once again caused her anger and she can't even do anything towards me. Synchia, the god that governs over... monsters? I think? Couldn't do anything to me while I'm a Hakuko because I receive a certain blessings from her as well. Ehhh... sad?
"Sigh. Enough wasting time. Let's move on to your next life."
Eh fi-IIIIIIIIIIINEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA------
= = = = = =
So now... I'm a Horned Rabbit! A... weakling, I guess. If I were to remember, Horned Rabbits are like some sort of low-leveled monster that you couldn't even NOT defeat... like, all adventurers MUST know how to defeat this.
Eh.
So... what's my role here? Experiencing the life as a weakling?
Alright. Tactics time. Previously I ruled over everyone and killed everyone that defies me and... whatever, and became a hero. So... probably this time I'll just gonna be a nobody - do not kill and do not be killed?
SOUNDS GREAT!
LET'S DO THIS!
"La la la la la~~~"
I have been living my days wandering around the woods and escaping from all sorts of dangers... to the extent of learning "MAX Intuition" and escaping everything bad. Good, good! I'm very good! I can do this! I can do the "do not kill and do not be killed" thing!
But... then... because of intuition, too, I somewhat bumped into some sort of legendary fruit or something. I ate it, and POOF!
I evolved into a Diamond Horned Volcrabbit.
I'm now having a body made of lava, and one large, sharp, diamond horn on top of my head. I gained the mass of a tree, and constantly terrorizing every single monsters/weaklings around me.Well, it's not that I can help it since my whole body is covered in volcano... I just... kinda burned off everything. Even dragons consider twice before they tried to get close to me... and when they do...
Eh.
My horn's too stronk.
Ah, fuck.
I think I fucked up.
Like, I wanted to FUCK them up, the RIGHT way, but...
UGH.
Can I find someone that could bear my drill without succumb to its strength so easily? I mean, it's not easy to gain a horn on your head! With this I'm supposed to be able to pierce through all sorts of heavens! But no, I pierced too far and all heavens were destroyed in that instant.
Ugh.
My stupid intuition.
Now I burnt down mountains and forests and villages and everywhere I've been and now I'm facing a group of Rank SSS Adventurers ready to take me down.
Fuck.
And I've killed all sorts of things that I shouldn't be killing. Even if I'll be suicidal this time and sort of gave up fighting, I'm very sure this time...
= = = = = =
...I'm gonna be reborn again.
Yeah, they didn't even waste their time to summon me back into that room. Waha.
Good, now I don't need to listen to Synchia's whining. Sigh.
Now... what am I? A... wolf.
I'm in a pack of Dire Wolves.
Huh, neat.
Now. In my previous life, I'm just trying to survive. Not as a weakling Horned Rabbit but as a mere survivor. Learning that shitty intuition skill and accidentally made my life miserable.
Sooooo...
In my current life, I wonder if I can live my life fully as a normal Dire Wolf and die as a normal Dire Wolf instead of accidentally killing random shits that's somehow getting in my way?
Alright!
Hunt as a wolf!
Move as a wolf!
Fight as a wolf!
Eat as a wolf!
You're a wolf, a Dire Wolf!
Be with the pack and be a part of it!
No, I don't want to be the leader I don't want to evolve I just wanna be a normal Dire Wolf!
Don't give into the temptation of great power and great safety!
Just be the wolf, the normal Dire Wolf you are!
Now... DIE AS A WOLF TOO!
A PROUD, FULL, DIRE WOLF!!!
= = = = = =
...and the heck, I'm being reborn again.
What's wrong with me being a Dire Wolf and living as a Dire Wolf???
I AM a Dire Wolf- wait. I guess right now I WAS a Dire Wolf...
...
Dammit. I don't understand this. I can't rule over everyone, I can't play super safe, and I can't play as what I am??? Or... I'm simply NOT being what I am?
What am I?
Right now, I'm an Orc - not the green one; the PIG version.
But really, that's not the most important, isn't it?
Why do I keep on getting reborn? It's not being "living as what you are", or, live the best out of your life... isn't it?
My role is obviously not to entertain the gods? Or was it? Obviously they were angry because I tip off the balance... but what's the balance?
What's truly the balance that they're searching for???
The equal population of humans and monsters??? Is that really the thing? Or for everyone to live in peace and harmony???
Right now, I'm an orc. I'm a pig, then? So am I a food for the other monsters?
Well, if I'm gonna be reborn anyway, let me try this out then.
= = = = = =
Obviously that's not the right answer.
And damn, being chewed on and crushed upon... and being played around was not an enjoyment.
Perhaps that would entertain the gods? I mean, I suddenly received some sort of "Blessing of the Sadistic Demi-God". Eh. I don't get it. What does this do and how this will help me? Obviously, it doesn't. It's like, in games, you made an achievement. Sometimes they give you bonus, but sometimes... it's like a title to win over but without any usefulness. It's just A THING to work on after you finish the game... or something. It's not needed to complete the game, obviously.
So.
That aside, what am I right now? A... Red Bear? Huh.
I'm clearly having the strongest base form at this moment - as a monster I mean - after I kept on getting reincarnated. Sounds funny when it seemed like a game where each time you die your specs will be carried forward and so when you reborn you will have a stronger base than you had before-
But of course, we wouldn't know that for sure, right?
Wait, isn't Hakuko the strongest out of all?
...
Eh. We're wrong then.
Wait. Who are "we" anyway? Who am I talking to? Ah, myself. Of course. How are you? I'm fine. Nice to meet you too!
...
I'm very sure I'm going crazy at this point trying to think about how to get away from all these reincarnation. Sigh.
Ok. So. Maybe I should be like, you know, steer clear from the humans until I can somewhat communicate with them and try to tell them that I'm not an enemy and I'm not trying to hurt you? And also try to live in peace with all sorts of monsters that I came across?
Is that the right way?
I don't know. But all I know was being a Red Bear toughens the path that I'm trying to take. As a Red Bear, I naturally has a bounty on my head. Plus, my... "drops" (sounds wrong as if it's like bird drops - you know what I mean?) will be very beneficial for them - to make stronger armors and weapons. It's hard to try to NOT killing any humans, yet, trying to survive.
Also, trying to make friends with the monsters were equally as hard too. First, all monsters just tend to run away at the sight of me - even when I was a little cub. Or was it because of my terrorizing mother right behind of me? Man, I wanted to rebel so many times against her and run away from home... but doing that probably will sadden her.
Or will it make her proud?
Either way, I've already chose my path to be a good girl towards my mother. I still tried to hunt down normal animals and only feast upon them, but tried to reason out with any monsters that I came across... which is obviously not working because we couldn't understand each other. Any actions from this Red Bear threatened the other party and usually I just got into fights...
Sigh.
Being a Red Bear is fucking tough.
I don't even know how to learn other monster's languages!
Yes, this is the SECOND part of the hard part!
Dammit.
What am I supposed to do? Just die, and hopefully my next body will be a body that's capable of doing everything that I wanted to do???
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